"I'm the one I should love in this world. Me, who shines, my precious soul. Now I finally realize, so I love me. Though I may lack some things, I'm so beautiful" - Epiphany. The truth is, I am NOT depressed. Rather than self-claiming I am depressed, I would say that I just think a lot and that makes everything hard, makes me weak. There are just lots of loud voices in my head telling me that I can't do this, I am going to be nothing, everyone is doing well but me. And that's that. But the thing is, I can't seem to stop the voices. Because it is my OWN voices. It is in my OWN head. Yes, of course I can just brushes all the voices away and distract myself. But sis, it wasn't easy. If you think the voices will just go away by blocking your ears, NO. I am trying to get rid all of the voices that bring me down. It will take time but it will be okay, right. Anyway, I'm getting better. I feel so cruel to say this but I am avoiding pe...
So beautiful, that she deserve every flower in the world. She's someone that is always there. No matter, How many days of us not talking. How many weeks of us not checking on each other. How many years of us not seeing each other. I know she's always there. The starting of our friendship was very beautiful. As beautiful as our friendship over the years. Our personality matched well back then. So the chemistry was there. Then we grew up, we found our own different-personality. She became more confident and active while making so many friends. While I became more reserved and cautious in making friends. But the chemistry is still there. We still clique. That's what makes the friendship beautiful. There's some times, where I don't feel that we're still the same. Also there's time I feel like I'm forgetting her. I'll do whatever it takes so that I'd get myself back together. I remind myself that ...
"Whenever you are having a hard time, or depressed, or got a lot on your mind, I just wanna say that it’s okay to come to us, come to me and tell us how you feel because we have ears to listen to. We will listen to you guys and no matter what; we’ll try to help you out with what you’re going through. I think that’s one thing that everyone can agree on; we’ll always try to fix you. So if you have anything, just come find us, we’ll help you out. We’ll at least try to help you out."
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