wina being wina

So beautiful, that she deserve every flower in the world. She's someone that is always there. No matter, How many days of us not talking. How many weeks of us not checking on each other. How many years of us not seeing each other. I know she's always there. The starting of our friendship was very beautiful. As beautiful as our friendship over the years. Our personality matched well back then. So the chemistry was there. Then we grew up, we found our own different-personality. She became more confident and active while making so many friends. While I became more reserved and cautious in making friends. But the chemistry is still there. We still clique. That's what makes the friendship beautiful. There's some times, where I don't feel that we're still the same. Also there's time I feel like I'm forgetting her. I'll do whatever it takes so that I'd get myself back together. I remind myself that

I am a bit late, but better late than never, aite? So after finishing my studies, I... dont have anything to do. I wanted to work but clearly its not as desperate as I should have been. I fill my free time with a lot of stuffs. I learn how to cook -- now I am a pro-chef 😜 I learn how to do bullet journal -- it was fun and all you need is creativity! I learn some researches & histories from the internet -- when I dont know what to do with the internet anymore. And recently I learnt about Queen Elizabeth. It was fun. I also do some babysit, with both my nephew & niece -- Iskandar & Ilyana. Iskandar became suuuuuper cheeky & knows how to tease people. He's growing up!  Sabar jap Iskandar, Cikna going to do a whole appreciation post for you later 😎 While Ilyana, by the time I'm writing this, she is 10 days old! And my very recent activity is, getting my driver licenses! O.M.G! Few steps to take, I can finally drive!  I actuall

There's times when I look into the mirror and ask myself, who am I? Who am I in five years? Would I be living well? Of course, I would end up thinking positively, that everything is going to be just alright. These days, I am very worried about myself. But I enjoy doing nothing. I wish I have more money. I wish I took my car license earlier. Because I realize that I am kinda lagged behind. Why, I live differently from my other friends? Sometimes I wonder those kind of things too. I admit sometimes I lost to bullshits words. Why, my friends whose far above me ask how am I doing but look down at me after they heard my answer? Is it because they're above me? Is it because I did not live as a normal person? I tried not to care and always tell myself that I have my own path too. And I don't walk the same paths as them. Their path may be glamorous, easier, extravagant and all. My path is clearly different. At 21, is it normal to