wina being wina

"Whenever you are having a hard time, or depressed, or got a lot on your mind, I just wanna say that it’s okay to come to us, come to me and tell us how you feel because we have ears to listen to. We will listen to you guys and no matter what; we’ll try to help you out with what you’re going through. I think that’s one thing that everyone can agree on; we’ll always try to fix you. So if you have anything, just come find us, we’ll help you out. We’ll at least try to help you out."

"I'm the one I should love in this world. Me, who shines, my precious soul. Now I finally realize, so I love me. Though I may lack some things, I'm so beautiful" - Epiphany. The truth is, I am NOT depressed. Rather than self-claiming I am depressed, I would say that I just think a lot and that makes everything hard, makes me weak. There are just lots of loud voices in my head telling me that I can't do this, I am going to be nothing, everyone is doing well but me. And that's that. But the thing is, I can't seem to stop the voices. Because it is my OWN voices. It is in my OWN head. Yes, of course I can just brushes all the voices away and distract myself. But sis, it wasn't easy. If you think the voices will just go away by blocking your ears, NO. I am trying to get rid all of the voices that bring me down. It will take time but it will be okay, right. Anyway, I'm getting better. I feel so cruel to say this but I am avoiding pe

A lot of things happened. So many things to say but nothing can be put into words anymore. Things are so tough. But I know I'll be okay 💛