wina being wina

So beautiful, that she deserve every flower in the world. She's someone that is always there. No matter, How many days of us not talking. How many weeks of us not checking on each other. How many years of us not seeing each other. I know she's always there. The starting of our friendship was very beautiful. As beautiful as our friendship over the years. Our personality matched well back then. So the chemistry was there. Then we grew up, we found our own different-personality. She became more confident and active while making so many friends. While I became more reserved and cautious in making friends. But the chemistry is still there. We still clique. That's what makes the friendship beautiful. There's some times, where I don't feel that we're still the same. Also there's time I feel like I'm forgetting her. I'll do whatever it takes so that I'd get myself back together. I remind myself that ...

I am a bit late, but better late than never, aite? So after finishing my studies, I... dont have anything to do. I wanted to work but clearly its not as desperate as I should have been. I fill my free time with a lot of stuffs. I learn how to cook -- now I am a pro-chef 😜 I learn how to do bullet journal -- it was fun and all you need is creativity! I learn some researches & histories from the internet -- when I dont know what to do with the internet anymore. And recently I learnt about Queen Elizabeth. It was fun. I also do some babysit, with both my nephew & niece -- Iskandar & Ilyana. Iskandar became suuuuuper cheeky & knows how to tease people. He's growing up!  Sabar jap Iskandar, Cikna going to do a whole appreciation post for you later 😎 While Ilyana, by the time I'm writing this, she is 10 days old! And my very recent activity is, getting my driver licenses! O.M.G! Few steps to take, I can finally drive!  I actual...

There's times when I look into the mirror and ask myself, who am I? Who am I in five years? Would I be living well? Of course, I would end up thinking positively, that everything is going to be just alright. These days, I am very worried about myself. But I enjoy doing nothing. I wish I have more money. I wish I took my car license earlier. Because I realize that I am kinda lagged behind. Why, I live differently from my other friends? Sometimes I wonder those kind of things too. I admit sometimes I lost to bullshits words. Why, my friends whose far above me ask how am I doing but look down at me after they heard my answer? Is it because they're above me? Is it because I did not live as a normal person? I tried not to care and always tell myself that I have my own path too. And I don't walk the same paths as them. Their path may be glamorous, easier, extravagant and all. My path is clearly different. At 21, is it normal to...

Hello. I mentioned this quite many times before, on social media. But I don't know why I don't have the courage to spill the tea about it on my blog. I guess because it is more open here? My blog of course is not THAT famous but I am still afraid it might cause bigger problems. But hey, I had a rough time during my internship. Yes, a part that I didn't mention in my previous post. So I am doing this because internship should be a good experience. Something that you could brag about when you'll be seeking job. But lets just enjoy this post without thinking bad about anyone. I am doing it. I am doing this for the juniors. I am not doing this because of anger and hatred. 1. Find the right place. First of all, mestilah to cari the right place. It doesn't have to be the best company, just right. Make sure to at least do some research about the company. It is important to know the background of that company. Lagi best kalau dapat contact orang...

I. HAVE. FINISHED. MY. INDUSTRIAL. TRAINING. Can you guys believe THAT? 😧 It was such a bitter-sweet memories. No in between. I won't mention the company I was in because of their image, and I might give negative feedback about the company.  But out of 10, I would give like .. 4? I would start with the positive, happy sides first. I learnt a lot. To survive there in KL without parents is surely hard & difficult. Luckily, I survived. With my three friends of course 😜 There, we were provided a place to stay, Jalil Damai Apartment. I am super grateful about that. The place was nice, at least at one point 😶 It was comfortable, we had swimming pool which we can freely just jump whenever we went. My favorite spot in our house is no doubt, the balcony. I would sit there on every weekend, when we stayed at home. I would finish up my personal journal there, listen to some music while watching kids playing at the poolside or sometimes I eat R...

Hey, hello. Today is 12/11/2017. A DAY away before my first day of practical. So. I have to proceed my Industrial Training for 6 months in order for me to get that freaking diploma 😧 Future me,  Right now youre feeling nervous to start a new life, new routine since you have never had any working experience so you thought it would be hard. At the same time, you also are trying to calm yourself by thinking you can do this, you'll be okay because you'll be living with ones yang rapat dengan you. Also, you thought you dont have to be nervous because you have seen Encik Bob, Abang Shah and Abang Mon before practical, and it'll be okay. Also, you positively thinking that this one is going to be a good, good memories and experience. For your working experience, as well as your friendship with them.  Future me,  I hope youre doing okay. I hope you passed your Industrial Training without any regrets. I hope you'll be sad to leave KL because yo...

Last part ❤ June' 2017, my last semester here before I proceed with LI. Lets look back how it went. Me, Ain, Syafa, Piqah. My roommates for my last semester. Those two yang bukan Syafa, were completely unknown to me. Yassss new semester, new people! Both of them (Ain & Piqah) were in their 4th semester but we are still on the same age, 20. Ain was more to an introvert, as a person. Also she's very neat & clean and makes me scared 😁 While Piqah, very talkative and such a prankster. Always kacau me. We were so noisy and we had never stop laughing. Everything is funny to Ain & Piqah 😹 They loved us too much, sadly we had to leave. So in 5th semester, I was appointed as Timbalan Pengarah Program for Jamuan Raya Politeknik Mersing Johor and ... it was indeed a lot of works. But I learned so much, got supported by my team. It went well. I cannot forget this once in a lifetime chance and I will improve myself, kalau lah...