I feel anxious while writing this post. I clicked on backspace for like thousands times already. I wanted to say, but nothing comes out. All these while, I keep labeling myself as a non-over thinker. Because I am more easy-going when it comes to feeling. A guy might suddenly comes to me giving chocolates and others would think about it for the whole night. Thoughts like .. 'he likes me?' 'so he had a crush on me?' While me, a non-over thinker would say thanks and let it go. I don't really like having so much thoughts in my mind. But recently, I became so anxious with my whole life, with my future. I don't really show my feelings to anyone or what-more talk about it with anyone. I'd love to keep it to myself. These days I keep getting thoughts like what if I cant make it? What if I'm late. Because I grew up in a society that think you have fail because you are left behind. Sometimes, I really wanted to turn back time. Or. Someti
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