wina being wina

Hey, hello. Today is 12/11/2017. A DAY away before my first day of practical. So. I have to proceed my Industrial Training for 6 months in order for me to get that freaking diploma 😧 Future me,  Right now youre feeling nervous to start a new life, new routine since you have never had any working experience so you thought it would be hard. At the same time, you also are trying to calm yourself by thinking you can do this, you'll be okay because you'll be living with ones yang rapat dengan you. Also, you thought you dont have to be nervous because you have seen Encik Bob, Abang Shah and Abang Mon before practical, and it'll be okay. Also, you positively thinking that this one is going to be a good, good memories and experience. For your working experience, as well as your friendship with them.  Future me,  I hope youre doing okay. I hope you passed your Industrial Training without any regrets. I hope you'll be sad to leave KL because yo...

Last part ❤ June' 2017, my last semester here before I proceed with LI. Lets look back how it went. Me, Ain, Syafa, Piqah. My roommates for my last semester. Those two yang bukan Syafa, were completely unknown to me. Yassss new semester, new people! Both of them (Ain & Piqah) were in their 4th semester but we are still on the same age, 20. Ain was more to an introvert, as a person. Also she's very neat & clean and makes me scared 😁 While Piqah, very talkative and such a prankster. Always kacau me. We were so noisy and we had never stop laughing. Everything is funny to Ain & Piqah 😹 They loved us too much, sadly we had to leave. So in 5th semester, I was appointed as Timbalan Pengarah Program for Jamuan Raya Politeknik Mersing Johor and ... it was indeed a lot of works. But I learned so much, got supported by my team. It went well. I cannot forget this once in a lifetime chance and I will improve myself, kalau lah...

Here goes my second post for this ... series(?) 😜 On June 2016, I started my third semester. I cut off the friendship between me and that guy on my previous post. Yes, it was sad but stay tuned! Something good happened to me too! I became more open to everyone...slowly. Yes, guys, I do took a really long time to familiarize myself with new people. I talk more, became more positive and i gain more confidence. Probably one of the best semester. My classmates. Dah takde kelas A or kelas B. All left is DPM5. Also, the picture above was when we organized our event for one of our subject. Kami buat explorace so everyone was giving their all during this event. One of my favourite activity in Polytechnic. These girls were my roommates back then kecuali Lala. New people again, Safa. I took a really short time to make myself comfortable dengan Safa since I've met her before, in the first semester. Sebab dia roommate Syifa and talk a l...

I'm back 💞 At last, After 2 years and a half. I finally finished my 5th semester in Mersing Polytechnic, Johor. 'Twas a good hell of a time which filled with bitter-sweet memories. So many things happened and I cant forget each one of them. This post I'm gonna write something that I can read back years later, urm maybe after degree? To reminisce back, how was I when I was in my Diploma. Well, it was sad that we had to leave each other to go to different paths. No, its not actually yet. We still have 6 months of internship and graduation before we actually separate to different paths. Soooo, lets go back to June 2015. Left; Qi, Me, Saadiah & Shera. This was my first roommate when I came here. We were quite a team back then, I mean, we did everything that roommates are supposed to do. Eat together, making jokes etc etc. Well, its not always sunny on one side, we did have fights and misunderstanding. But we had fun in our...

Hey, I'm back. Peace yo! I noticed that i deleted too much previous posts that I only left with kpop stuffs (which I already drafted some of them) I really wanted to update a lot but I dont have so much time and that I am not confident. I really dont want to abandon my blog :( Its almost 7 years thooooo Also, I am going back to Poli today and I dont know how to feel. I am not homesick btw 💢 Btw, I visited blog batch today & I know everyone dah lupakan dia. The blog was a mess. The wallpaper dah destroyed idk maybe the web where we took the wallpaper dah shut down or anything. And also the ask.fm box dah deleted, dah tak boleh guna. I need to clean up the mess. How i wish my room dekat Poli has a strong wifi so i could online everyday to fix the blog back to normal. I know walaupun nobody reads them anymore, but i still go there once in a while. I want to clean them back, write about one or two posts, telling them that i dont forget them. ...

The picture are so dark because of the bad lighting :( Hellooooooooo it has been a while. I am practically a little bit busy for the past weeks that I dont have the time to update. I was busy pasal my practical, and final exam is just around the corner and also I is malas. But today, I got some free time to update and its gonna be a post about an event I attended last week. So it was a Hi-Tea event organized by DSKs students. It was sooooo beyond perfection 😲 The theme were in Pastels so everyone was soooo damn beautiful. The settings, the theme, the activities are so perfect. I would like to give them some rounds of applauses because they did so well 👏 The event started formally with all the speeches, eating time and some performances. Me and half of my classmates danced Baby Shark on the stage. It was embarassing at first but on the second round, it wasnt anymore. I do have the video but nope, not gonna post it here :p And also, we prepared another ...

Thaaaaats me! Yeppp thats me. I have like sooooo many memories from my childhood. Too many to reminisce. Before i jump in the main topic, let me rant a bit. So i have not revealed yet about the comeback of this blog. I did hinting my friends on this but lets just wait and see.  I wanted to make myself comfortable in writing here.  I wanted to write like nobodys watching. Okay back to the topic. I have a lot of childhood memories since i spent the wholeee childhood phase with my younger sister who is just 2 years younger than me. The best part is that we were always together, playing. Mom always made us wear matching clothes. It was fun at first but when we got older, when we accidentally wearing matching clothes we'll be like EWWWW CHANGEE! I could list our selfmade games that we played. First, common girls of course lah we played masak-masak and all. The thing is that we played it at our car porch.  We would just bentang tikar a...

You're stupid. But not that stupid. You found new nice friends. But you got left by your friends from your previous school. Your crush stopped talking to you. But you had a very memorable puppy love. You left a lot of cringe-worthy posts here. But that just remind your 20 year-old wina to how she was years back. You were so cengeng, cried to everything. But you learn from it. So do you think you did well or you wish you could turn back time when youre 20 now?

Hallo im back! Trying to love blogging, trying to get back all the passion i left past years. I'm writing this post while listening to Monsta X's Beautiful, the song i jam to because i love them. I officially left ARMY fandom. Thats it. They had too much fans, and i am not into overrated stuffs. I missed stanning them when they were still unknown, and they turned viral with their dance practices. It makes me happy till now, they get more fans day by day. The thing is that new fans keep acting like they were with bts from their rookies day when they actually heard of bts in HYYH eras. And bts were very busy with pack schedules and i truly miss their bangtan bomb. But dont worry, i am still supporting them and their music because their music is LIT! Its just that i am not THAT into them. Im stanning Monsta X, BTOB, DAY6 and some girl groups and am watching produce101 too! Well, lets get into the topics. My legitimate fears & how they became my fears. My ...

It has been few weeks after my latest post. I guess im back with my blogging activities. I just loooove my blog too much. I changed this blog a lot to use it as my assignment, i feel like im betraying my 8-years blog :( BUT! I got back my blog, i changed it back to normal. Got my old posts back, the template and everything and now im back posting posts for me to read years later! I need to be active! Reading back my old posts (which are mostly safe saved in the drafts because too much cringe-worthy post), i realized how much my life has change. I became mature, no rempitz spelling anymore, my heart pain has been cured, the friends i loved wasnt here anymore (im glad i at least written about them here so i could flashback that yaaaa we at least had good memories you know). And yet, i am still a kpopper. Kuikui. Alright, im gonna start right now! 1. Lets start with the most basic one, my name is Wan Nur Syazwina binti Wan Zulfikri. The fact is i rea...